So, it sucks when you've created a pocket of friends that you knew you didn't really fit into anyway, somewhat because everyone around is younger, (everyone my age is either too busy and exclusive or married, or maybe it has something to do with my job). But that's the thing, I'm friends with these people because it's my job, my passion, my ministry.... and their fun. I thought they must think I'm kinda fun too....
.... So I find out they don't really understand that job, passion and ministry and don't want me around....... awesome
Why does no one GET me? gggrrrrrrrrr
4 comments:
I love you. I wish I could make it all better, and I think you are fun! There is a group of friends waiting for you, out there, somewhere, and I think they will be blessed when THEY find YOU!
Don't stress about it. Those young-ens' don't know what they are missing out on! Just put all of that great amanda energy into being sucessful in the job you are GREAT at, and God will bless you. I KNOW He will, HE promises us that!
Maybe this is a good time to reflect on how you are a friend to others, and what friendships are worth... (bad word usage "worth", but can't think of another)... the timae and sacrifice. The older I get, the more I realize how fickle and unstable the college agers are, and it sounds to me, my dear amanda, like this is the problem you are in.
I love you and will be praying for you! By the way, my friend, Tara Woods goes to that Gateway church you speak of, and she is a nice girl. She's married, and all, but still very nice, and I am sure, she would be friendly to you! Just a suggestion. (Oh, her name is no longer Tara Woods... It's Tara Silvestri... or something like that.)
well, anonymous, thank you for the comments. i have had a lot of reflection time in the last three days, mostly when i should have been paying attention in class. this blog was out of frustration, crucial, but not life-shattering. it's all good after prayer and going to the source. seem simple, eh?
now i just wish i knew who you were??? hint hint
I get you, hon. You're awesome. I miss you and you are an inspiration to me. Don't get discouraged, just keep plugging along. Love, Auntie L
oops! I guess it would help if you knew who I was! And in true Kara form, I forgot to tell you! It's me, Kara Deal.
Love you, and I am glad that you came to your own conclusions and such.
Lovies, Kara Deal
(By the way, I am not signed into blogeer because, again... true Kara form... forgot my password! HA!
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